Night Wing is the polar opposite of my father, who'd be 90 years old later this year if he was still alive. He never wanted to learn how to use a computer, not even how to read and send a SMS on a cellphone.
At some point someone on some discussion board said Linux teaches you how computers work. I wondered if he had anything specific in mind. I could understand it from Linus Torvalds' point of view, but what's in it for most Linux users? Speaking of Linus, I recently watched
Building the PERFECT Linux PC with Linus Torvalds.
I have used
OllyDbg in the past on Windows. Came up with a number of bugfixes for some of my favorite old games, for some specific fixes, I wouldn't believe it was me who figured it out, if I didn't witness the process. Sort of a once in a lifetime achievement. OllyDbg shows the instructions for the CPU of the program you're analyzing, so I guess that's the closest I got to "how computers work".
Someone once said to think of computers as state machines with huge memory pool. But it's still all very senseless to me.
Despite few things I surprised myself with, I find leaving own comfort zone is still difficult. Extremely difficult. It goes for both trying something new on a computer or something else in life not related to computers. My brain is slow in general and seems to have trouble comprehending things. Occasionally, I'll listen to some random podcast and I get lost quickly. I'm in this strange place where I realize I'm just getting older and thinking I should be getting more out of life. I'm terrified of the future.
Mæstro wrote: ↑2026-01-05, 00:46
Hardware work is off limits for me for disability-related reasons, but throwing away this computer is unthinkable to me, even if it would cost more than to replace it. It has been with me half my life (literally: 492‰) and accompanied me through many changes in my life. One does not (
often) grow attached to a toaster, but I have become attached to this in the way I have to my childhood pillow and blankets, in which I am wrapped while writing this. Family and friends have often urged me to upgrade, but I think of that as wasteful. I had never thought to connect that with electronic failures, although planned obsolescence is familiar to me in the abstract. Consumerism is so foreign to me that I forget people really maintain it.
Your post got me curious about my percentage and I calculated it is 52,11% (presumably for yourself, you meant to write 49,2%). That computer was with me during fun times and it also led me to some ugly truths about the world.
It works until it works. I thought lately of consumerism as a sort of cope. Material abundance in itself doesn't bring happiness. At least that's how I see it.